18/05/06: Lighthouse Looking

Probably a sickness, definitely symptoms of illness. 

Unable to trust anyone in the world. 

Begging for the energy of the person you need. 

That reciprocation to validate a social existence. 

To answer our personal question, are you alone in the universe? 

As if it may seem, your understanding of that situation is abstract. 

Especially as times change.

Decisions and consequences seem to explain the law of attraction. 

But, what about the human conditions of forgiveness or boundless love? 

The idea of a light that never goes out. 

An undying candle forever guiding you back home.

When you lack that beacon of guidance for knowing the way... 

One's soul is cannibalized by agony. 

The feeling of defeat and stain across the landscape. 

A beautiful island of despair. 

Something you alone cannot enjoy as you seek to share. 

Beautiful sunsets that can only drown you 

in the ocean between loneliness and companionship. 

The long and risky journey to expose yourself through trust. 

Committing resources and wading the seemingly endless waters 

against storm and tide for a mystical place. 

In search of the end of isolation with a brave new world. Is it even out there?