We'd been at the hospital four days waiting for the right circumstances. After induction, they kept a monitor on mother and child. Finally, they moved us just outside the delivery rooms. There were a few questions and rules of etiquette... Until the heart monitor began to show dangerously low readings. There would be no time to for the ideal. Our game plan changed instantaneously from traditional delivery to life saving surgery. In a twist of fate, the umbilical cord was wrapped around baby's neck. Mom's water had broken earlier, which sifted the child closer to a natural delivery. Unfortunately those movements continued to elevate the danger. Each shift dropped the pulse lower and created a race against time. In what may be the defining moment of her life... His mother told the operating room staff to do anything necessary to deliver our son. They said to change position and rolled her through the secure doors... A short while passed before meeting my son. Nurses assured m...
When you’ve changed my perspective. When I was looking at the floor. When I was sad, unsure, full of fear – like a cloud of fresh rain; the pressure shifted. Bringing rejuvenation to rebuild my strength. Shifting places to let the sun shine. Empowered, now able to rise again. Where you delivered forgiveness. Despite my natural faults and reckless mistakes. You accepted who I am… Believed in me, when I did not. Where no one else dare to try. Who you are is the best in life. Who you brought me wisdom from. Who you protected me against. Who we met together strengthened our circle. Who you miss left you resting on my shoulder. Who we battled delivered another chapter in our journey. What you said changed my world. What we experienced cracked our hardened hearts. What we laughed about left us gasping. What we remembered had us breathing deeper. What brought anger was drowned by the rain. Irreplaceable moments we cannot regret. Why me? Why does such a bold spirit have the greatest to...
Just searching for the shoreline. A bottom. Somewhere to stop bobbing, where stepping out of our vessels doesn’t require treading water. Wading or the possibility of drowning. Others want the tour. They want to walk up the long staircases. To see the shining mediocrity. Spectacles that we place in the middle of paintings. Manned or empty… Often it’s the idea of guidance. Lighthouses… For some a magnet. Others see the signal as a warning. They are trying to stay away. Seeking to stay back from the shore. Preventing their natural urges to run aground. Many of these structures have fallen. Some victim to the storm and the seas they are meant to serve purpose against. Time has eliminated the rest. Like great role models. Principles we use as our compass. Symbols recorded in our history... Conceptually we all have our lighthouses. They help illuminate boundaries. Like the ghosts of battlefields. Fallen beacons we carry in our hearts and minds. Perhaps a headstone. A photograph. R...